At times like tonight, when I miss you so very much and my heart aches without you, I write and hope you’re out there, somewhere, reading my thoughts.
No matter how logically I can see that we weren’t meant to be, I still want you in my life.
I’m so in love, and so blind, and all I want is for you to love me too.
Tears stream from my eyes tonight; I need you here to comfort me.
Yesterday was a rough day and I want you to hold me, kiss me, tell me we’ll get through this together.
Why did you leave? Yet I’m so grateful you did; I hate that I see the positive in this change.
I want you back, that’s the truth, but I could never allow it, and that breaks my heart all over again.
I earnestly pray away my love for you, asking God to fulfill me in more satisfying ways.
Come to me in my dreams, release me from loving you.
Be kind, compassionate, and tender, and allow me to run towards what’s best for me.
Don’t be angry, or judgmental, or rude, just love me like I once loved you.
© LR 2012