Breathe
Deep breaths.
In and out
Just breathe.
I’m left alone
Separated.
Now I can finally breathe.
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Slightly sad
I do miss him.
Not the man I now know
Rather, who he was before.
I am happier without him.
I was miserable
Craving more.
–
I allowed lust to break me.
I lost everything
Hard work gone wasted.
I’ve taken back my heart
I’m in the driver’s seat now.
I learned my lesson
The hard way.
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I always struggle
Being drawn to those that use
Abuse
Throw away.
I shouldn’t allow adore to consume me.
The level of sin and despair I was trapped in
Will never again survive me.
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Focusing on
Jesus
Myself
And genuine relationships.
Being cautious with my heart
Without changing who I am.
Thankful I learned this
I am now stronger
Smarter
More in harmony with my spirit.
I eliminated toxic wastes
My purpose is clear.
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–
[You may not believe this
God uses you to reach others.
He used you to reveal me.
God has a master plan
I trust Him.
–
I’m sure you already know
You’re not that
Smart
Nice
Successful
Loving
Compassionate
Understanding
Sympathetic
Caring
Or attractive.
–
You are a
Selfish
Rude
Dishonest
Cruel
Ignorant,
Failure.
I am content being ignored
By you.
–
I no longer want
To attract people like you.
Apparently, my message is being received
Loud and clear.
Accomplish all the fame and fortune
This world has to offer,
You will never be as happy as I
Until you are able
To be honest with yourself
About whom you really are.
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You want others to feel about you
All the horrible things
You feel about you.
You make your own worst judgments
Come true.
Call yourself an asshole
Treat others like shit
They will eventually agree with you.
–
Want compliments?
Change.
It is obvious
You are not ready or capable
To change right now
I have to change.
You’ll be left in the dust
To fend for yourself
You’ll be fine
I did it.]
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© LRS 2011
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