Her Story Unread

writing with love

Whispers in the Wind July 11, 2011

Bits and pieces of you float around me

With each blink I attempt to wrap you within my mind

Dancing in the wind, you flirt

Pluck my curls from beneath my ear

Leave sweet kisses atop my lashes

Gently, eagerly; land on my chest

When I reach for you, you weave through my fingertips

One after the other you gather on my cheeks

I press you into my skin; allow my flesh to absorb your energy

Deep in thought you step into my mind

Capture me from those in my presence

Keep me for yourself

Release into me

Together we are home

 

© LRS 2011

 

 

Catch and Release July 6, 2011

What do I want?
What do I imagine?
Horror plagues your face
As the answers spill
From these troubled lips

So pure?
So righteous?
Allow me to introduce myself
Sick in depth
Beyond repair

A one way ticket to hell
Not sure I want to make the trip back
Another plight into lust
Snatched up without a fight
I practically begged

You wish
To be in my presence
Bathe in my light
Yet, I’m sure
Disappointment is all I’ll cause

Touch with one finger
Then retract into your fantasy
I won’t taste sweet
I won’t smell of love
I’ll sag and sway and disgust you away

Please stop
Turn around
Run deep into her arms
Where you belong
Remember me no more

After all
I am meant for another
One stroke at a time
I free you
From my grip

 

© LRS 2011

 

 

First Love June 29, 2011

Lost, abandoned by selfish family
She saw him
Thick curls warmed his neck
Brown framed his face
A tall, thin, hardened boy
The pain of seclusion leaked from his heavy eyes

 

When he said I love you
Her heart filled with acceptance
When she felt his puckered lips
Pressed against her natural breasts
She filled with warm, rich pleasure
The sweet sensation of his gentle touch
Deep within
Hurt her courageous bones with joy

 

She didn’t want to part from him
She wouldn’t ever give him the chance to forget her
Stay around
Stay with me
Her heart constricted with pure agony
With each passing city
The distance between their souls
Grew more and more

 

She felt his love slipping right through her wet fingertips
She never intended to leave
She lay there, aloof
Staring at his masculine image
Pretending they were still together
Tormented by fate
A master at running away
She bid adieu
Their love will pullulate forever

 

© LRS 2011

 

 

Clairvoyant June 15, 2011

I write,
Even though I know
No one is reading,
Because it’s healing…
For me.
If any reason
Is good enough,
I am.

 

Alone
Braless
Vulnerable,
Loving my self
More than I loved you.
Patient
Capable
Willing,
Desperately necessary
Handle with care.

 

In one instance
We tainted everything
For better or worse?
I’m not sure.
Do I wish
To go back in time
Take back that moment?
Sometimes…
Mostly.

 

Slowly,
I am opening my heart
Yet again, to you,
Although you still
Remain nameless
In my phone book.
This time
You’ll need to
Earn
Your spot.

 

Knowing you may
Glance my way
Encourages me to
Strive,
Work harder
Be smarter
Aim higher.
Perhaps my sparkle
Will capture your heart
Once and for all.

 

Finally at peace
I see what you see,
I no longer require
Your validation to thrive.
I am
And forever shall be
Wonderfully made.

 

Now, I wait for sleep
To overtake my mind
My body,
Where hopefully
My dreams
Will be less disappointing than
My reality.

 

© LRS 2011

 

 

Lay With Me June 14, 2011

I knock on the door
“Come in,” I hear said,
I walk into your house
See you laying in bed.

 

“Hi,” I whisper
“Hello,” you return,
“Come here,” you request
Oh how I want, oh how I yearn.

 

Here, I lay in your arms
Allowing your warmth to become my own,
You wink at me, a smile escapes
When I am with you I never feel alone.

 

As I snuggle my face
Deep into your chest,
Your sweetness smothers
Becomes my breath.

 

Feeling this moment
As if it were true,
I close my eyes
Find my self in you.

 

Hold me close
So close, so tight,
Here, laying together
We watch day become night.

 

I must never fall asleep
Or lose the feel of your touch,
For when I wake in the morning
All that remains will be dust.

 

For now I’ll stay here
Laying next to you in bed,
If I can’t have you with me
We’ll be together in my head.

 

© LRS 2011

 

 

Hot Wax May 13, 2011

Drip
Drip
Drip
Onto my flesh
Into my veins
Within my heart

 

Drip
Drip
Drip
Down to my thighs
In between my legs
Make me feel so good

 

Drip
Drip
Drip
Intoxicated by your scent
Revitalized by your stare
Pleasured by your stroke

 

Stroke
Stroke
Stroke
Bodies pressed hard
Fingers gently caress
Lips passionately flirt

 

Drip
Drip
Drip

 

© LRS 2011

 

 

DayDreamer May 3, 2011

Dreaming of a romance
A soft, inviting embrace that
Doesn’t turn cold.

A glance
Becomes a timeless stare,
Never breaking my trust
Never causing my heart to ache.

A warm passion
So great
I cannot bear to live without it.

Our bond is more than love making
Our adore is stronger than disagreements.

Mutual respect is never a question
Unconditional love is absolute.

I feel the tenderness of
Our souls uniting
The angst
In the brush of my breasts.

I do not pull away
Nor do I dare allow
Our eyes to ever part.

Silent words exchanged through lips
Warm and moist
We meet.

The tingling joy of bare chests greeting
Lights my fire with uncontrollable urges.

 

© LRS 2011

 

 

Longing January 31, 2011

Blue and green kisses
Lather my flesh
Plump, soft breasts
Smooth against my hands.

 

My tongue ever-so lightly
Flirts with my lips
The red has never been so red
The pleasure, never so rich.

 

Long, white whiskers
Tickle my arm
Passionate thoughts dance
In my head.

 

So in love
So alive with love
I smile
And kiss back.

 

Is this me
Is it real
Is this the life I live
Am I merely telling a story.

 

Not much more can live
Without belief
More, give me more
A lot more.

 

I sigh and gently giggle
The red deepens
Wet and moist
My soft lips are pouted.

 

Wanting
Forever wanting
Pressed by desire
Longing for his touch.

 

© LRS 2007

 

 

My Perfect 7 January 1, 2011

Light, so bright
Playful and high,
An open-ended corner
Gifts I cannot deny.

 

Innocent
Full of life,
I protect with care
Delve with delight.

 

Ready, open
Prepared to flee,
Beauty, this beauty
Uncommon to me.

 

Gauged by wealth
Success… no risk,
Flirted with evil
Not all opportunities I’ve missed.

 

Conditioned
Masked by wisdom and truth,
I waited to be used
Like a forgotten phone booth.

 

Hated, I’m not
Judged, forever I’ll be,
With respect for the lady
I danced with her king.

 

Community space
Shared by those that do not speak,
Laces that grippen
Constantly weak.

 

Amused and unshappened
Dictated by loss,
On fire with passion
No matter the cost.

 

Angered by trauma
Swept up by despair,
Encouraged by insight
Released by my fear.

 

Accepting my fate
Gaining strength in my knees,
Naked without secrets
I embrace this bipolar disease.

 

© LRS 2011

 

 

You September 25, 2010

 

Hello.

I see you over there

Staring at me.

I am pleased

You’re fond of what you see.

Will you hold my hand?

Will you move a little closer

So I can hear you speak?

Welcome.

I could sense you

From a distance

Yearning to kiss me.

You seem tense.

Am I not what you expected?

Allow me to latch on forever

And gaze into your eyes.

May I hug you?

Today is goodbye.

Our time together

Has been swift.

Still in your presence

Yet already desiring

To be with you again.

Promise when I wake up

You will be there.

Promise when I open my eyes

I’ll look over to find

You,

With me.

 

© LRS 2010